
The journey of a life time is beginning! Life yeah this crazy thing we ride everyday, me with my hand steady on the wheel so afraid of letting go and losing control. yeah, I'm admitting it i'm a control freak (shouts out to LAI).random thoughts: I have so much growing to do. I am on my way to becoming the woman I want my daughter to mirror.
I am very aware of my faults. I push people away that have the potential of doing me well, I love the ass holes way to hard, and am crazy about the people that don't give two shits about my existence.My family is pretty freakin awesome and supportive. My real reason for starting this blog is to keep my mind and heart in line, on track with love and experiences that I encounter be it good or bad. Second day home from my forth year in college. my dog is snoring next to me, my parents are gone, oddly i'm at peace with the stupid decisions i've made recently i'm excited about the opportunities present and feeling extremely blessed to have the people in my life that are about kindred love!!! ... shouts out to SBRT. and the beautiful people i've meet through them. nights in rhodanate LOL idk lovelove = i'm terrified, i'm hopeless, i'm optimistic and so eager t guess u could say its a mixture of : GREEN EYES and I AM READY ! so there is this guy,question: is it possible to love from a distance? answer: love ya bae!

